哥歌

哥歌

那天听见哥哥你说要嫁了~我哭了~万分舍不得的同时也替你高兴~因为你曾告诉我你想有自己的家庭~你要结婚~而你最终也如愿以偿~你淡定的叫我把情绪缓缓~很多话想问你都卡在了喉咙最后我只问了哥哥一句~哥哥“嫁了”还是我哥嘛?你说:“当然还是啊” 我也没再多问什么~那天我们聊了一整天~多半的时候都是老哥你在听我着我的事~我发现自从你车祸以后你就好像变了个人似的~以前你才不会听我瞎叨逼这些无聊的破事~可现在的你却有这个耐心~我倒是挺意外的~你还会和我聊起来~让我觉得你即像我妈也像我姐~哈哈~

我脑子开始在盘旋该送一份什么礼物~现在的你啥也不缺~太贵重的礼物我也买不起送你~然后想到了之前看电视剧里头听过王菀之唱的一首“哥歌”歌词非常有意思~当时在里头饰演男主角妹妹的王菀之就在她哥哥的结婚典礼上给他唱这首歌送给他~我当时候心里就想过~哪天哥哥结婚我要把这首歌送给他~没想到这一天来得这么突然有仓促~但还好有一个月的时间给我去准备~

机缘巧合我唱给了一个专业的音乐人听~我告诉他我的想法他意外的主动提出愿意帮我这个忙~我需要做的就是录音和找BGM~而我自己的想法只想要一把吉他做BGM~这个时候脑子就出现了傅兄这个人~抱着试试的心态找他~也不知道他会不会理我~会不会回复~不过他意外地快回复~听了我想法他也愿意配合~然后就这样开始了录制了一首歌~感谢傅兄的耐心~一个个key和我试~和我讨论和我对拍子~因为我原以为他弹了一个BGM给我就消失了~

每天日夜都在练习这首歌~这让我觉得好像回到以前小时候歌唱比赛的日子~突然有压力了起来~因为我有点完美主义者~既然要做就肯定得把他给做得好好地~反正经过好几个礼拜的折腾最后成品也成功地出炉了~当我SHAWN第一次打开给我听的时候~听见自己的声音在另一头出现~而且还有我喜欢的吉他BGM~我没想过我可以去完成这件事情~虽然被他们两揶揄我说~比赛出专辑不行~但送给哥哥还是可以的诚意搭救~我去~不过我还是觉得颇有成就感~因为那是我第一次去录制一首歌~还居然有专业的两个音乐小伙伴帮我完成~我哥收到这份礼物得是多有福气啊~

要发出去给老哥时候说实在紧张~因为不知道会不会被嫌弃~不过还好~你说你很喜欢~还问我这些都是对你的感受是吧?那是当然的~我很少会对你说些什么煽情的话~咱们也不是那个路线~可是发现年纪渐长感触就会特别的多~面对着你我倒是没办法说出来了~会嘴软~所以我就透过文字~歌词和心意对想表达吧~那是我对你这个老哥最真挚的祝福~

That day you told me you ready to get married~i cried~as i happy with you~you ever told me you hope have a family you hope to marry~finally your dream come true~ You asked me calm down myself at that moment i have a lot things wanna talk ask you~but all is stuck in my throat so i just asked you:”is that you still are my brother?” you said “of course yes~” then i didn’t ask much more~That day we chat whole day~almost the time you only listen to me talk about my things~I found you after the accident you was totally changed~before you not will have the patient listen me to tell you the lame things~but now you will even chat and discuss with me~i surprise with it~it make feel you like a mother also like a sister~haha~

I’m start thinking what kind of present i should give you~too expensive of the present i can not afford to buy~then i suddenly remember a song i can made that as a present for you~the song i found in a drama~the singer was the actor’s sister inside the drama~in her brother wedding she sing this song for is brother~i feel it was meaningful and i ever told myself one day if you marry i also wanna sing this song for you~but i never thought this day was come suddenly and rush~but fortunately still have one month let me prepared it~

By chance i was sing a little part for my musician friend SHAWN to listen~and i told him about my idea and he was initiative give me a help~what should i do just only record my sing and find a background music i want~in my mind i just want a guitar to be my bgm~and think FOO can give me a help so i text him to try a luck~and he was reply me faster and agree to give me a help~then was start to make this song~thank so much FOO give me patient to help me find out my key~discuss with me and check my beats~i thought he just throw a bgm for me then will disappear~but he didn’t ~i appreciate with that~

I practice this song everyday and night~it made me have a feeling like i participate the sing’ competition when i still at school time~i start feel stress~and i have little bit perfectionism~if i decided wanna do somethings i must wan do it well~after busy few weeks~When SHAWN gave me listen the complete version~1st time listen my sound with the guitar bgm i like~i feel is awesome~i never thought i can complete it~although they joke me to say~is fine you just gift your brother not wanna participate the competition or make a album so actually is pretty good already~but i still feel satisfy with it~This was my 1st time to record the music~and have someone pro in music to help me~how lucky is that my brother can get this present~

When wanna send for you i was damn nervous~as i not sure you will like or not~but fortunately you tell me you like~and i you ask me “this all is the feeling you wanna tell me right?” i said “of course yes~” we are less to talking somethings sweet or warm~as this not our style~but i found when i getting grow up i was easy have a lot feelings but if want me face you to tell you this all sorry i can’t~haha~so i just via the words~lyrics songs to express my feelings to you~that is the most sincerely blessing for you~MY BROTHER~

 

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